| my friend's coming home |
[13 Dec 2005|08:12am] |
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after 6 months! beb is finally coming back! ive missed her so much! cant wait to see her tomorrow!
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[06 Dec 2005|04:45pm] |
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i get emotional when my parents always tell me that next year, they'll be bringing me to the states and they wont let me go home anymore... thinking that ill be leaving my boyfriend here in manila... i dunno what will be the next step... i already told him about it and whatever his decision, ill just accept it... we both burst into tears coz we both dont want to be separated... but for now we just enjoy spending time together... he's really s sweet and caring boyfriend, that makes him one of a kind, very rare to find ... i just wish he would never change.... i love him more than myself!
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| back to reality |
[29 Nov 2005|09:04am] |
im back from cebu...i enjoyed every single moment with my boyfriend. we toured around the city...visiting historical places mactac shrine and magellan's cross... ate at larsian and sutukil... the best places to eat... good food at very cheap rate! going to casino was very fun and entertaining...the slot machine and sa pula,sa puti...we won and we also lose...room 515...free breakfast every morning (hehe)... sleeping with light's and tv's off!! hahahaha.... paying starbucks gc's to the taxi driver... buying pasalubongs... siesta time until 11pm!! ktv and tequila... delayed flight going back home... and especially when he gave me pasalubong in the plane...i think that is sooo sweet! :)
  
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| love is all that matters |
[08 Nov 2005|09:16am] |
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baket ganun? basta pag ibig hahamakin mo tlga ang lahat? had so many excuses lame excuses so i would just see him!!
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| im lost |
[07 Nov 2005|08:59am] |
which path do i take? coz me myself cant decide where to go... but i do pray to God that he would give the best!!
im so inlove right now with one person and i just cant let go of him!!
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| what i have learned... |
[14 May 2005|12:13pm] |
I've learned -
that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be
loved. The rest is up to them.
I've learned -
that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back.
I've learned -
that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned -
that it's not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned -
that you can get by on charm for about
fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better
know something.
I've learned -
that you shouldn't compare
yourself to the best others can do.
I've learned -
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned -
that it's taken me a long time
to become the person I want to be.
I've learned -
that you should always leave loved ones with
loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned -
that you can keep going
long after you think you can't.
I've learned -
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.
I've learned -
that either you control your attitude
or it controls you.
I've learned -
that regardless of how hot and steamy
a relationship is at first, the passion fades
and there had better be something else
to take its place.
I've learned -
that heroes are the people
who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.
I've learned -
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned -
that sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me
the right to be cruel.
I've learned -
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I've learned -
that just because someone doesn't love
you the way you want them to doesn't
mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned -
that maturity has more to do with
what types of experiences you've had
and what you've learned from them
and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned -
that you should never tell a child
their dreams are unlikely or outlandish.
Few things are more humiliating, and
what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.
I've learned -
that your family won't always be there for you.
It may seem funny, but people you aren't
related to can take care of you and love you
and teach you to trust people again.
Families aren't biological.
I've learned -
that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a
while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned -
that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by
others. Sometimes you have to forgive yourself.
I've learned -
that no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned -
that our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned -
that just because two people argue,
it doesn't mean they don't love each other
And just because they don't argue,
it doesn't mean they do.
I've learned -
that two people can look at the exact same
thing and see something totally different.
I've learned -
that we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.
AStig noh!
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| inspiring quotes from SEX AND THE CITY |
[26 Apr 2005|07:45am] |
got it from my mom thru email:
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
2. Stop making excuses for a man and his
behavior.
3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a
man's character, leave him alone.
4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from
heartache.
5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship
that's not meant to be.
6. Don't force an attraction.
7. Slower is better.
8. Never live your life for a man before you find
what makes you truly happy.
9. If a relationship ends because the man was not
treating you as you deserve then heck no you
can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a
friend.
10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship,
but don't let faith make you stupid. God does
things decent and in order.
11. Don't settle.
12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then
he probably is.
13. If he keeps changing his mind about the
relationship--take that as a BIG sign that he is
unstable. Do you really want to be with a man like
that?
14. Don't stay because you think "it will get
better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for
staying when things are not better.
15. Honorable men take care of their business
and aren't involved in a
whole lot of mess.
16. The only person you can control in a
relationship is you.
17. There's only one 'reason' a man dumps you;
he doesn't want you.
18. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a
bunch of different women. He didn't marry them
when he got them pregnant, why would he treat
you any differently?
19. You really do have to kiss a few frogs before
finding the prince.
20. Always put yourself and your happiness first.
21. Always have your own set of friends separate
from his.
22. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If
something bothers you, speak up.
23. If he doesn't call, he just isn't that interested.
24. Be honest and upfront.
25. Know when to cut the cord, don't be strung
along.
26. Don't fall for the "I'm confused role". Remove
yourself from the situation to let him figure things
out (but don't wait for him, move on).
27. If you want to have a clue as to how he will
treat you, watch how he treats the WOMEN in his
family (not just mom).
28. There's more than physical abuse, there's
emotional and mental abuse. If he causes any of
them...flee.
29. You cannot change a man's behaviors.
Change comes from within.
30. Don't let him place rules on you that he is not
willing to follow himself -- double-standard.
31. Don't EVER make him feel he is more
important than you are...even if he has more
education or in a better job.
32. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a
man, nothing more nothing less.
33. Demand respect and if he can't give it, he
can't have you!
34. Don't compete with other woman, but be
aware that men are attracted to what they see.
35. If you think he is cheating, he probably is.
Confront him right away and if you feel he's lying,
let him go.
36. Actions speak louder than words.
37. Never let a man define who you are.
38. Never rely on a man for compliments, look to
yourself for that.
39. Never borrow someone else's man.
40. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
41. Just because he says he loves you, doesn't
mean that he won't hurt you and it doesn't mean
that you are meant to be with him.
42. To use painful hard-won wisdom -- 'get it right'
the next time.
43. Know that you deserve to be the number one
person in the life of the #1person in your life.
44. Love is a verb ...
45. Learn to give up your lifelong task of trying to
make someone unavailable-available, someone
ungiving-giving, and someone unloving-loving.
46. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW
him to treat you.
47. All men are NOT dogs.
48. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a
two way street.
49. If you don't love self...you can't love anyone
else.
50. You cannot mend someone else's broken
heart.
51. You need time to heal between
relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage...deal with your issues before pursuing a
new relationship.
52. You should never look for someone to
COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two
WHOLE individuals...look for someone
complementary...not supplementary.
53. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be
Mr. Right.
54. NEVER give more in a relationship than you
are getting out of it.
55. Never become your man's "therapist".
56. When actions and words conflict, believe the
actions. Respond to the actions.
57. A real healthy relationship requires two
people. One person can end it - but it takes two to
make it work.
58. Don't fall for the "I'm not the loving
type"...when
a man loves you there is nothing in this world
(within reason) that he wouldn't do for you.
59. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man
always know where you are,
and you're always readily available to him he
takes it for granted.
60. Give him his space...let him go out with his
boys, don't pressure him to spend time with you,
You cant force a man to hang out with
you.
61. If you wouldn't allow your daughter to be with
him you shouldn't.
62. Never let a man know everything. He will use it
against you later.
63. Never move into his mother's house.
64. Provide financially for yourself and don't
depend on anyone.
65. Never co-sign for a man.
66. Never believe you have the perfect guy and he
is so innocent.
67. Never spoil your man; let him spoil you.
68. Never let a man mess up your credit.
69. When it's time to let go; let go.
70. Good men should be treated like good men.
71. Don't play games.
72. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give
you everything that you need.
73. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
74. Compatibility in terms of educational
attainment, values, beliefs, personal and career
goals, and socioeconomic status, are important.
75. Never date a guy who wears colored contacts.
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| boink.. once in a while... |
[10 Mar 2005|11:10am] |
i dont get to write much about my life here...i have other link...so clicket~
so many good things happened to me for the past weeks. i was able to earn money thru femalenetwork.com... my ipod mini was already sold (finally) some stuff i had to get rid of... gtalkers thanks so much. and also i got a job! training starts next tuesday. and so good coz they're gonna pay us for the training...4 months probi.. and they're very strict with punctuality...also, i became one of the usherettes in a convention held in world trade and got paid to the service!
also...i get to see my high school friends and other friends... bond with them! more bonding less shopping! hahaha!! at last im over with that retail therapy~ getting busy of other things.
the sad part~ i cant go on a vacation with my friends or family in for now. im so sorry i guess i have to put it aside coz ive been hanging around doing nonsense for one year. career first.
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| a plain sunday... |
[23 Jan 2005|04:00pm] |
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i went to church alone to hear mass...went home watched the dvds i borrowed from jax.
weirdo... only me & my brother here at home... i dunt want to be stuck with him actually.
last night, sorta reunion after not seeing my used to be net friends but became my good friends. present were 2 couples and 3 single girls (including me). we ate strawberry fudge cake...watched alias, gigli together...videoke challenge (mostly we sang senti old songs..we dunno why!?)...laughed hard which really gave me stomach pain...hmmm what else? picture session (we really cant miss that thing!) went home early around 1230am because i sneaked out of the house without my parents permission and when i got home, they questioned me why i didnt tell them i was going out...i can read their mind...as if im going to do some bad stuff. DUH.
anyways, my friend and i want to get a tattoo...im thinking of a cherry tat somewhere near my ass or anywhere where nobody could see it unless you're naked. but jax was contradicting to our plan and beb's BF too. i miss SHOPPING! everywhere is on SALE...gawd... i wish i have 20k right now. oh no wait... 1M much better! hahaha! tomorrow will be monday...it's been a week since my cousin left from the states...YAY! i miss them! oh well, gotta start my week right. need to do something productive...coz last week, i wasn't able to do my own thing which was bad. and ohh... i was lost last friday... someone took my soul while i was driving. i was turning right on a two way road without looking cars on the left side...a land rover driver got pissed. i, on the other hand, didnt feel nervous or fear or anything. it just happened and i didnt know what i was doing.
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| one month hibernating... |
[19 Jan 2005|12:57pm] |
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i havent blogged for a while...
was busy... having fun spending time with my 2 closest cousins from the states and almost everyday we went out...my other cousin left a week earlier coz he had to work.
things we did:
- had family reunion december 31, 2004
- going home @ 5am...partying, drinking, dancing...
- cheap thrills mini stop's mocha freez for only 25pesos, ice monster & fishballs those you see around the corner...
- going to starbucks playing pusoy dos every night for one week just to get matt's planner...
- komedy bar, vbar, halo bar, pier one, eastwood, the fort, rockwell...
- eat and eat and eat... we were all goin to throw up for three consecutive days...dad's, circle's cafe & new world.
- we still love to eat at cibo...after two years...(me & matt)
- watched mtb ang saya saya live...some of my friends texted and said they saw me on t.v.
- took pictures with showbiz personalities..SCQ, mtb casts
- playing pusoy dos til 4am...at home
- drinking session at home for the first time we were permitted by our grandmother to stay at her entertainment room...
- getting massage after getting drunk... at holiday spa.
- watched blade trinity
im drooling for imac mini & g5 now...
to sell or not to sell.. my ipod mini...im not happy with her anymore. anyone interested? message me.
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| my heartbeat is normal, my pulse rate is okay. |
[21 Dec 2004|06:15pm] |
hey im still alive, just that i dont have time to blog.
finally, im officially finished with my thesis. goodbye school, goodbye benilde.
today..(it's almost about hate. no love! sorry, im bitter...hahaha)
(1) i attended the simbang gabi here in a church, near our village...6 down and 3 more days to go...im highly motivated to complete it not because just i can wish for something but it's something i made- a vow to God. he's a part of my life already and there's no way im going to break it.
(2) i hate my brother, he screams at me...so rude...so bad i wanted to have an argument with him.
(3) mass-sleep-eat-sleep-eat-online... things i did...
(4) i hate the weather...which gives me a bad colds....sniffs* i hope it doesnt get worse.
...still hating my mom...we dont get along these days...she's still holding my neck now that im 21 and legal...sometimes i just thought of running away from home but i just dunno where to go/stay... i'm just waiting for the perfect time...or marry my lucky guy someone who'll take me away from my parents..i know i sounded like a crazy and pathetic little girl who thinks it's easy to get married in just one snap. but that's what ive been dreaming eversince.
i should have grab the opportunity... it's too late...and will always be.
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| minor crash |
[26 Nov 2004|10:34am] |
i got into a car accident. my car got hit by a coca cola truck... stupid driver!! i didnt get out of the car instead, opened the door checked the side damage he made. cussed him and sped away. i know i wont get anything from him. my dad's going to pay everything. right now, it's still in the casa...fixing. i wasn't able to take a pic of the dent. i have to stay this weekend at home, hafta be a good girl again. thank God im still alive after two major accident for this year.
tuesday night was VBAR's anniversary party. i got sooo tipsy for the first time. my head was spinning i had to dance and dance so i could overcome my dizziness...fabolouso!! went home 3am already.
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| im crazzzzzzzzzzzzzieeee |
[05 Nov 2004|03:17pm] |
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ay POTAAAAAAAAHH nabura ung mahaba kong entry so i hafta re write it all over again. but im making this short...
Don't Mind Me Here
was sooo bored took a lot of pics yesterday in my room, i stayed the whole day sleeping, listening to my music, taking pictures of meee ....look at my eyebags.... my bangs, so long...i wanna get a haircut...something new... hmm... sometimes i stay very late like 2am which is not so me, coz knowing me i sleep @ 9pm... my sleeping pattern is sooo sira na... i would wake up mga 8am or minsan my mom would wake me up sapilitan pa 7am coz i have to take charge in our office. my auntie left for LA the other day. she'll be back Nov 20. life... putanginang thesis yan. walang social life... after all, hindi naman ako magiging computer programmer... sakit sa ulo... argh, wish i could turn back time and i would have chose HRIM instead. a Big mistake....
the guys been harassing me up to now....but i don't reply back all his messages...coz im so fucking busy with thesis....leche ewan. and i'd never want to talk nor see him again. bullshit sya. he doesnt know respect a girl like me.
anyways, currently i have 500+ songs on my ipod... i keep on playing this song of usher with alicia...i love usher....wooohooo i have his 3 albums... too bad nde kasama tong kanta sa latest album nya...
but i got an mp3 from imesh.
( my boo- usher )
that's all for now, im outtie...i need a break.
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| just woke up....wala lang. |
[13 Oct 2004|03:17pm] |
haaaay sarap ng feeling...i took a nap on a siesta time. havent done for like years. pano ba naman kasi aga ko nagising kanina 8am!! was sleepy. eh i need to stay in the office, mom went out again kasi!
walang magawa...kaya online na naman ako.
18 that will be our d-day...defense day for prac-ca! nakooooo...sana pasado na kami this time.
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| my health concerns |
[12 Oct 2004|02:00pm] |
reading my mom's OXYGEN magazines in our living room...i decided to get my basal metabolic rate... get a piece of paper & a pen try solving this:
Harris Benedict Formula For Women
Formula: BMR= 655+(9.6 x weight in kilograms) + (1.8 x height in centimeters) -(4.7 X age in years)
note:
1 pound= 2.54 centimeters(cm)
1 pound= .454 kilograms (kg)
Example: Myself
I am 21 years old
I am 5 feet 6 inches (163.5 cm)
I weigh 100 pounds (45.4 kg)
My BMR is 655 + (435.84) + (292.5) - (98.7) =1284.64 calories
Activity Multiplier
Sedentary
couch potato, little or no exercise, desk job =BMR x 1.2
Lightly Active
Light exercise, sports 1 to 3 days per week =BMR x 1.375
Moderately Active
moderate exercise, sports 3 to 5 days per week =BMR x 1.55
Very Active
hard exercise, sports to 6 to 7 days per week =BMR x 1.725
Extra Active
hard daily exercise, sports and physical job, or twice a day training,
i.e marathon, body sculpting contest, etc =BMR x 1.9
Example of Activity Multiplier
I am Sedentary so I multiply my BMR (1284.64) by 1.2 =1541.58. Thus, my total daily calorie requirement is 1,541.58, which is the total number of calories i need to maintain my current weight.
you can also go to this site...
www.thekcrachannel.com/sh/health/diettv/calc/bmrcalc.html or www.bmi-calculator.net/bmr-calculator/harris-benedict-equation
there's a good news... you actually burn calories by justing in front of the computer but the bad news is if you decide to indulge yourself in a 230-calorie chocolate while tapping at your keyboard, it'll take you five hours to burn it off.
The healthiest way to eat potatoes is by steaming, baking, or microwaving it and leaving the skins on it. when boiling, bring the water to a boil before putting the potatoes...coz this will preserve the Vitamin C.
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| how do you explain earthquake to kids |
[11 Oct 2004|09:27am] |
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( my daddy's version... )
SATURDAY
shiiit!!! i'm such an idot, wala sa sarili when i found out a lot of things i did today was sobrang katawa tawa.
(1)i was turning left leaving the kubo parking when i bumped this flower pot...another minor accident.
(2) i was giving my school id to the parking boy instead of paying 50 pesos...
(3) the gas boy told me to go to the other side because my tank was on the left...but i still went
to that lane...they were all laughing kasi ang kulit ko.
argh... can't recall other things
SUNDAY
i watched SHARK TALE with my sister and my brother, IVAN. soooo cool!! i love the movie...even if i was too old to watch it but nice nice story...i like LENNY!!! he's sooo funny... =) i went to carolina's bought two brooches...ribbons, rhinestones, pins, needles... hehehe...300+ bucks gone...
i also applied the MTV debit card @ g4...with 60k limit, free one year annual fee...hehehe i want to know the procedure like how they bill you, how you pay them blah blah blah. i dont have plans to max it out coz im responsible to pay everything when the bill comes out.
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| lindol, earthquake |
[09 Oct 2004|12:54pm] |
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im here in our school computer lab...doing nothing actually. darn, i miss this place!!! i miss school..last night, trying to sleep...my body was full-covered with my blanket when suddenly i felt my bed was shaking. i started complaining. i thought it was a joke...but then my brother felt it too...i looked at the window and the blind was shaking... my dad went in the room just to say there was an earthquake and he caught me crying...tanginang lindol talaga yan. after 13 years tinakot ako ulit. my mom and i was in the car talking about it and maybe God did it purposely...that we people need to be unite as one...hahahaha, GLORIA should be awake of those things happening to our country. bullshit sya! everyday when i open the tv, the MASA people are on the news na lang... haaay nako...kakadepress... =(
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| chuck taylors are made for me!! |
[05 Oct 2004|03:40pm] |
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e-bay browsing!! i saw this 2 wonderful pairs of chuck taylor and wishing it was mine!!
currently liking this song:
Sunshine- Lil' Flip
[Intro: Lea, (Lil' Flip)]
[Lea] Uhhhhhhh
[Lil' Flip] Yeeah
[Lea] Ohh, ohh, ohh, oh baby
[Lil' Flip] Lil' Flipper (Lil' Flipper)
[Lea] Ooh baby
[Lil' Flip] My girl Lea (my girl Lea) hit it
[Chorus: Lea]
Sunshine
I can call you my baby boy
You can call me your baby girl
Maybe we can spend some time (some time)
I can be your sunshine!
I can call you my baby boy
You can call me your baby girl
Maybe we can spend some time (some time)
I can be your sunshine!
[Verse 1: Lil' Flip]
Look, I know you wanna chill wit a player
But all you got to do is keep it real wit a player
Just answer your phone whenever I call
Cause I'm riding on chrome whenever I ball
I like them short and tall but not too thick
I just walk in the spot and take my pick
And they wanna roll cause they like my style
And when I pop my collar I make them smile
I need a lady in the streets but a freak in the sheets
That know how to cook cause a nigga like to eat
Spaghetti, shrimp and steak and I'll adore you
I'll treat you like milk, I'll do nothing but spoil you
[Chorus: Lea]
[Verse 2: Lil' Flip]
I know your friends wanna holla cause I got them dollars
Push the Maybach Monday, tuesday Impala
I switch whips like kicks I'm a balla (I'm a balla)
And if I get your phone number I'm a call ya (I'm a call ya)
And we can meet up the next day and chill
But I'm always on the road baby girl, that's how I live
I got bills to pay, I got moves to make
But when my plane touch down, pick me up at 8:00, don't be late
[Chorus: Lea]
[Verse 3: Lea]
We don't have to be in love (love)
We can just be friends!
I will be right there, beginning to the end!
I can bring my girls (girls), you can bring your friends
(friends)
We can both have fun, don't want this stuff to end!
[Verse 4: Lil' Flip]
They say love is pain and pain is love
I know ya Momma mad cause you talk to a thug
You think you know my type but you ain't got no clue
About - what a nigga like me do
I like to stack my bread and flip my chips
And I can change ya life if ya get wit Flip
I take private jets to Vagas, man
It's twenty bread each pick cause I'm major man
We can cruise the world in a Bently Azure
But don't worry, the chauffer open the door
You couldn't ask for more cause we got it all (we got it all)
Cause you my baby girl right?, right?
[Chorus: Lea]
[Outro: Lea]
We don't have to be in love (love)
We don't have to be in love (love)
so can you be my sunshine?
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| huwaw october na pala! |
[01 Oct 2004|11:21am] |
it's my auntie and my friend, odette's birthday today!!! =) mwah with love meeh! :P
how could i forget last year's octoberfest dated october 4, 2004 in eastwood became the octoberPEST. we drove all the way from makati just to go there. for 5 hours, we were stucked in c-5!! tinalo pa ang new year celebration. people got out of the car and started walking...grabe...umulan pa non... that day was so memorable...wala lang =)
bwahaha!! for a month i've been weirdly insane!! he drives me crazy!! sometimes i like him, but sometimes i hate him so much that i wanted to stab him with a knife!!! this is so different!! the sparks, pare!!! =) im blindly inlove with this guy.
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